sjcarpediem | (no subject)

I am so miserable, and frustrated, and angry. Nothing is working and I can't do anything. I can't even take it, much less calmly. What could be so wrong with me that I can't make this work--somehow? Why is nothing working out the way I want it to? I blame so many things other than myself for my current situation, but how much of it is really justified? And what does it even matter who's fault it is when I have to fix it by myself, anyway? But I can't fix it, even though I'm doing everything I'm supposed to. So why won't it work for me when it works for everyone else? That makes me really unreasonably upset.

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