Before I even evaluate whether to say anything further, I want to a) apologize for my own rudeness in what I said and (especially) how I said it, and b) mention that an hour after I posted, I realized how frighteningly low my meds levels were, and how that likely was affecting the state I was in. I don't think the second excuses the first, but it may impact whether you think it would be worthwhile to engage on this, or any other, topic further with me once I'm on a more even keel. I would at least like to say that, as awful a picture of you as my words seem to paint, I don't believe you're the person I see described by that list of adjectives you mirrored my comment's judgement of you with. I think you're pretty cool stuff. But, I'm going to leave this there for now. I'm glad to continue this more constructively later, or not, as you wish. Either way I wish you all the best, and I don't say that as a formality either.