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Rainy, 26C (34C)
T -17 days
OMG! I hate packing and it's freaking me out a bit. I don't have room in this apartment to have open boxes laying around half- or mostly packed so the packing is half- or mostly out of the way but I still use a few things out of them [and disrupting the organization so much that only still-in-use things are out is a despised method when it comes to unpacking/re-settling so I really prefer to avoid that...] so I feel like there's more stuff that I can't pack yet than that I can--because I have no intention of leaving it here and buying it new in Moriyama (I'm not made of money, you know!). Yet time is trickling away! I have such anxiety about having to leave behind something important. It's happened before, many times! Maybe I can't get my shit together enough to be organized and prepared enough not to do that? Then I'll just have to suffer! It'll suck! But I've made my master planning and organizing document and checked it thrice, so it should be okay...
I'll try to organize, tonight. Maybe I'll feel a little better, then. Or I can take care of the "under the ladder" section. Yes, I'll try to do that. That should be copeable... If I take care of the "under the ladder" section, I shouldn't need or want anything from that section for the next three weeks. The only question is boxes... having the proper quantity and size... maybe I should try to get some more, today... Just in case. It'll be a pain in the ass, but I'll get them from the grocery by the school during the day rather than the half-closed grocery nearer my apartment on my way home. That should be OK. Better to have too many boxes than not enough.
And now I must go prepare for work (which is much busier now with so many selfish, idiot students wanting several additional lessons each week instead of just sticking to their regular schedules--grr!--but still has a lot of dead time that I can't be at home organizing/packing or at least not stressing about it)!
Yosh! Okay, so, today at school I get some boxes and haul them home tonight and take care of the "under the ladder" section--God help me!
T -17 days
OMG! I hate packing and it's freaking me out a bit. I don't have room in this apartment to have open boxes laying around half- or mostly packed so the packing is half- or mostly out of the way but I still use a few things out of them [and disrupting the organization so much that only still-in-use things are out is a despised method when it comes to unpacking/re-settling so I really prefer to avoid that...] so I feel like there's more stuff that I can't pack yet than that I can--because I have no intention of leaving it here and buying it new in Moriyama (I'm not made of money, you know!). Yet time is trickling away! I have such anxiety about having to leave behind something important. It's happened before, many times! Maybe I can't get my shit together enough to be organized and prepared enough not to do that? Then I'll just have to suffer! It'll suck! But I've made my master planning and organizing document and checked it thrice, so it should be okay...
I'll try to organize, tonight. Maybe I'll feel a little better, then. Or I can take care of the "under the ladder" section. Yes, I'll try to do that. That should be copeable... If I take care of the "under the ladder" section, I shouldn't need or want anything from that section for the next three weeks. The only question is boxes... having the proper quantity and size... maybe I should try to get some more, today... Just in case. It'll be a pain in the ass, but I'll get them from the grocery by the school during the day rather than the half-closed grocery nearer my apartment on my way home. That should be OK. Better to have too many boxes than not enough.
And now I must go prepare for work (which is much busier now with so many selfish, idiot students wanting several additional lessons each week instead of just sticking to their regular schedules--grr!--but still has a lot of dead time that I can't be at home organizing/packing or at least not stressing about it)!
Yosh! Okay, so, today at school I get some boxes and haul them home tonight and take care of the "under the ladder" section--God help me!
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