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I am such a moody little bitch, today. Like, seriously, what the hell is with this attitude problem? It should be too early for PMS, but then, again, my hormones have been pretty screwy for the past week and a half so really anything is possible!
Consequences of last night
I stayed up very late last night and didn't set my alarm, so I woke up today at just past noon (after less than 6hrs of sleep), and for my sightseeing plan I had to take the noon train. So no sightseeing, today.
Indecision
So now I'm ridiculously torn over going to see a movie. Of course I want to. Of course I need to get out of the damned apartment to get out of this headspace. Of course, that's probably exactly what I'll end up doing. I know that. So why do I have to feel all indecisive about whether I should go or not. I'll tell you why! Because my future is ridiculously uncertain and there's nothing more I can do about it other than conserve funds! Gah!
And now...
Where is my serenity!? I had it just yesterday! I'll prolly spend the next three or four hours puttering around online and only then go to the movies. Which is fine, too, if I go earlier, I'll probably just do shopping--which is silly for two reasons : (a) it's not conserving funds at all and (b) I'll probably just have to throw away whatever I buy in a few months.
I am such a moody little bitch, today. Like, seriously, what the hell is with this attitude problem? It should be too early for PMS, but then, again, my hormones have been pretty screwy for the past week and a half so really anything is possible!
Consequences of last night
I stayed up very late last night and didn't set my alarm, so I woke up today at just past noon (after less than 6hrs of sleep), and for my sightseeing plan I had to take the noon train. So no sightseeing, today.
Indecision
So now I'm ridiculously torn over going to see a movie. Of course I want to. Of course I need to get out of the damned apartment to get out of this headspace. Of course, that's probably exactly what I'll end up doing. I know that. So why do I have to feel all indecisive about whether I should go or not. I'll tell you why! Because my future is ridiculously uncertain and there's nothing more I can do about it other than conserve funds! Gah!
And now...
Where is my serenity!? I had it just yesterday! I'll prolly spend the next three or four hours puttering around online and only then go to the movies. Which is fine, too, if I go earlier, I'll probably just do shopping--which is silly for two reasons : (a) it's not conserving funds at all and (b) I'll probably just have to throw away whatever I buy in a few months.