TOMORROW and tomorrow and tomorrow

[sjcarpediem]

You see, the statistic is that most ppl look forward to tomorrow. They think it will be better than today. Well, I don't. I know tomorrow will be worse. That's what I've learned. So the only way I want today to end, when we get down to brass tacks, is without tomorrow.

And I feel like nobody understands something so simple. So I'm so alone.

Today, I thought a lot about strength and weakness. I'm definitetly weak, although I keep meeting tomorrow.

I'm so greatful I walked in the rain, tonight, but I still don't want to meet tommorow.

I'll have to, though.

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Comments

[silvergirl354.livejournal.com]

most people are deluded.
tomorrow definitely sucks.

[sjcarpediem.livejournal.com]

I'm standing here next to a rice field with my half-empty kirin listening to the frogs and bugs between the raindrops, and your comment made me so happy that I stopped thinking about drowning myself in the ditch that feeds it...

[silvergirl354.livejournal.com]

I'm glad. Have you ever read Kaddish for a Child Not Born? If you want to be really depressed.... the drowning in a ditch reminded me.

[sjcarpediem.livejournal.com]

No, I haven't. I'm inclined to think the child is probably lucky.